hm. it's been a while.

i was just looking over my past entries. yes, the very old ones. i realized that i've matured quite a bit. probably not my looks, but my way of communication. x] then i remembered when xanga was like everybody's life...just like myspace is now. xD ..all because of high school. it changes us, no? everybody's getting all busy and stuff--college is right around the corner. fast, but scary.  then again, i can't wait.

speaking of corners....junior year is also around the corner...the one that's about two blocks down. =D so excuse me for being corny, but have a nice 3-week trip; i'll see you this fall!

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guess whose birthday is also just around the corner?!  (10 days and counting!!!..too bad i'll be celebrating it when my fellow band peeps...><")

Well, Looky here! (in pascal class right now x])

[+] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[+] I do my own laundry
[+] I can cook for myself
[  ] I do my chores after being told once
[+] I clean the house for no reason
[+] I always do my homework/work
[  ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[  ] I think politics are exciting
[  ] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
Total: 5

[+] I show up for school/work everyday unless I'm sick..really sick
[   ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[+] I've never gotten a car ticket
[+] I watch talk shows
[+] I know what incredibility means without looking it up
[   ] I drink black coffee
[+] I know how to run the dish washer
Total: 5

[  ] I don't do bad things
[+] I can count in more than one language to ten
[+] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it but it takes me a while
[+] I mow the lawn
[+] I wash my car
[+] I can make adults laugh
[  ] I remember to water my plants
[+] I study when I have to
[+] I pay attention at school/work
[+] I rememeber to feed my pets
Total: 6

[+] I'm generally organized
[  ] I know the meaning of cruel punishment
[+] I can spell experience without looking at the line above
[+] I clean up my own messes
[   ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[+] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
[  ] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[  ] I listen to my parents/elders
[+] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
Total: 5

[+] I can type fast
[+] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[  ] I can watch politics and laugh because I understand what is going on
[+] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[+] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[  ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[+] I can read a book and actually finish it
[  ] people have said that I act older than I am
[+] I can be sent on an errand and not get side tracked
Total: 6

HM...27, eh? that's funny. SO not accurate. -_____-'' 

it's been a while. finals are coming up. oh joy.

on the other hand, why not end the school year with a fun survey? [props to esther x]

1. Do you still talk with the first person you kissed?
-- of course =)
2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
-- no..::shudder::
3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade?
-- go outside and bike with my brother or something 
4. What is the best thing about your job?
-- don't have one as of this moment..x[
5. Do you like more than one person right now?
-- in "that" way-no...in a friendly way-of course! ^^
6. Are you against same sex marriage?
-- not really...
7. Did you vote for Bush?
-- nope. can't vote. yet. if i could, i wouldnt vote for him.
8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
-- taiwan, perhaps?
9. Have you had sex with any of your top 8?
-- *thinks of myspace* why yes, i have ;] 
10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
-- ..i'd say it's even.
11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
-- i dont think so..although i've been there quite often 
12. Last book you read?
-- Catalyst: Laurie Halse Anderson 
13. If you could have one super power what would it be?
-- to be invisible & see through walls like Superman!! =D
14. Where have you lived most of your life?
-- Edison, New Jersey.
16. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
-- College, i guess? xD 
17. What's your favorite smell?
-- Hmm...."Eternity" Ralph Lauren
18. What is your favorite sound?
-- birds in the springtime/sunny morning 
19. Are you moody?
-- sometimes. depends, though..
20. Favorite movie of all time?
-- lots and lots and lots!
21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?
-- maybe when i was little, i'm not sure xDD
22. Have you ever gone to therapy?
-- Nope
23. Have you ever played spin the bottle?
-- Yes, but we changed the rules x] 
24. Have you ever toilet papered someones house?
-- nah, i'm not that bored
25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
-- DUH, who hasn't done that? -.-;;
26. Have you ever gone camping?
-- not that i recall....=(
27. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend?
-- don't have a sister. thank goodness.
28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
-- nope...where do they have those? o_O
29. Have you ever gone streaking?
-- nah..^^"
30. Have you ever had a stalker?
-- eh, unfortunately, yes.
31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
-- nope, don't plan on to.
32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
-- of course! xD those are the best times!~ ^_^
33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person?
-- uh...*twich*
34. Do you want kids?
-- i guess, but i dont have to. 
35. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend?
-- kind of? 
36. Have you ever lied to your parents?
--  haha that's funny.
37. Have you ever been out of the US?
-- yup, tons of times!
38. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
-- nah, that's crazy 
39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore hat?
-- yeah, when i was little ^^"
40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in the same day?
-- not sure..i dont think so..
41. Last song you listened to?
-- Buttons: Pussycat Dolls
42. Have you ever spied on someone?
-- ..hmm..not sure...x]
43. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
-- define 'coworker' xD
44. What do you think of the person who posted this survey?
-- she's cooooool ^.^ 
45. Who was the last person who called you?
-- GUESS. xD
46. When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours straight?
-- like a few summers in my elementary school years...x]]
47. Have you ever been arrested?
-- nah, i'm innocent O=)
48. Have you ever stolen anything?
-- probably; when i was little..
49. Have you ever drank egg nog?
-- once during thanksgiving--it tastes bad! 
50. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
-- andrew's house ;] YEAH BABY! haha

all is well.

few more days till virginia beach! excited? ..perhaps.

LAST DAY OF MARCH. SO WHY DON'T WE WELCOME APRIL WITH A [LITTLE] LIST OF HOW ANGEL LIKES HER GUYS?

<tagged by...people.>

Target = MALE (no specific order)

1. Optimistic- he has to know how to brighten up my day...and his own day. =) of course, there are times when being optimistic wont help..but it's always worth a try. "it's better to be safe than sorry!"

2. Humorous- meaning he has to be funny, which also means he must have a sense of humor. i can easily tell fake laughs from real ones.

3. Romantic- DUH. what girl wouldnt want a romantic guy? gifts are nice =) or maybe a surprise here and there that'll get me to say "aww..thanks, honey! *hug*" or "*squeal* you didnt have to!" =)

4. Artistic- this doesnt limit to just art. art includes music as well. he must be able to have some sort of artistic talent--whether it's art itself, dance, or music. (music preferably x])

5. Understanding- of course he has to be understanding! he has to understand that when girls have their periods, it's not the easiest or the most pleasant experience. he has to understand that she's doing certain things for a purpose that's probably going to benefit him and/or 'us'. he has to understand that i love him, and that when i say it, it's true.

6. Strong- i'm not talking about super buff or super muscular. (a decent muscular figure would be nice xD) but basically, a guy that i know would be able to defend me, and beat up people that have the slightest idea of picking on me...or just the fact that they pick on me. (which should be rare x]) they must past the 'bridal-carry' test--meaning..they must be able to pick me up with their two arms wedding style =) [and of course, not drop me...or close to it] =D

7. Yellow- sorry guys--i'd like an asian. preferably someone who can at least understand any chinese language. (but mandarin/taiwanese would be nice) if you know how to speak it AND write it well, then that's a ginornous plus! that'll definitely impress me. but if you're better than me, then i'd have to beat you up. (just kidding!)

8. Family-ish- must be able to get along with his family, as well as mine. if he has a sibling, i need to be able to see their special bond. it makes me happy.  this also shows me that he will be able to get along with my sibling. he must respect my parents, as well as his own. this, in a way, proves to me his maturity level.  

9. Animal Lover- another plus* he must LOVE animals. big or small, it doesnt make a difference. i have a dog, i love him, therefore, he must love him too. i will not settle for 'liking' animals...he must absolutely love animals. he can't be afraid of dogs, hamsters, cats, birds, fish...or any housepet. he must treat MY pet(s) as an equal.

10. Lie-Proof- a MUST: he cannot and willnot, under any circumstance, lie to me...about anything. [unless it's a pleasant surprise ^.^..then i'll forgive you] if not, then i will not and cannot forgive you--especially if he doesnt tell me and i find out myself...because i have careful eyes and "REAL EYES REALIZE REAL LIES" ..he must tell me everything, whether it's good or bad. he must tell me when he feels sad, when he feels mad, and even when he feels happy. i'd like to know how my significant other is feeling so that i may share those feelings with him..so that he won't be alone. (=

<i do not wish to tag anybody at this time. x]>